There is no yeoush in the world

Of course, I’m writing that because I’m feeling a big wave of yeoush again.

You could basically sum it up like this:

Totally sick of having to deal with retarded people who are so stuck in the world of lies, but can’t understand just how stuck they are, because of course, they are also lying to themselves.

And totally sick of those retarded people sending me more ‘lies’ from paid disinformation artists, and then having a go at me for not believing these lies.

Yesterday, I got accused of being ‘controlled opposition’.

Because I am not worshipping at the alter of deep state journalist-spooks who keep telling us all ‘it’s the fault of Joe Biden! Nothing else to worry about in Israel itself, no-one else closer to home to investigate and arrest – it’s all just Joe Biden!!!!’

(And if not ‘Joe Biden’, then of course, it’s all just the fault of ‘Obama’….)



Do you know, I am totally ‘cancelled’ across all social media?

BH, I don’t actually use it, but a few months ago I had a fiction novel I’d written, that I wanted to see if I could actually get to sell a few copies.

So I contacted a marketing woman, who told me I’d need to create a Facebook account so I could do book ads.

I tried – but Facebook wouldn’t let me do it.

That’s when I realised that it wasn’t an ‘accident’ that my Linked In account will not let me in, no matter what I try with the password – they ‘cancelled’ me on that a couple of years ago, too, but I just didn’t realise.

So then, I asked my mother in the UK to create a Facebook account for me instead.

She made the mistake of using my real phone number.

They not only blocked the new account – they also deleted my mother off Facebook, too.


People like me get my computer and blog hacked on a regular basis.

(By the same people who apparently had no idea that 5,000 Hamas terrorists with i-Phones streaming live and hackable bodycameras were crossing the Gaza border on October 7th.)

We get our emails ‘surveilled’ and many of them also go missing.

My phone calls break up most of the time – and often, just when I’m talking about something ‘interesting’.

Right now, I seem to have ‘lost’ the two articles I wrote about fake nukes and fake intercontinental missiles from the secret back-up site I made of the old blog.

(My friend just found them on the webarchive, though, HERE and HERE.)

No-one is lining up to offer me a column, or podcast, or give me a ‘prize for journalism’.

Maybe, if I switched away from writing real stuff about how satanists are controlling all of politics and media and playing everyone for fools, and switched into giving analysis that ‘everything is Joe Biden’s fault’, my career would improve….


But in the meantime, I have a lot of yeoush about just how dumb and gullible so many people apparently still are.

Let’s spell it out again.

There is no ‘media personality’ or social media influencer who carries any weight in this world, who is NOT controlled opposition.

You get up above the 10-20,000 followers mark – they either harass you non-stop, shut you down, or subvert you.

There are no exceptions to this rule.


You want to continue believing that everything that’s going on in Israel right now is just ‘Joe Biden’s fault’?

It’s a free world, you can go right ahead.

I understand it’s easier to run with that lie, than to really deal with just how widespread, deep and all-encompassing the corruption and evil really is.

I mean, if you really understood just how widespread, deep and all-encompassing the corruption and evil really is – that would probably scare you to the depths of your soul, and then you might spend less time reading about Joe Biden, and more time praying and turning to God sincerely.

And that’s the last thing the satanists want.


So, yup, it’s all just ‘Joe Biden’ and the left.

And the only thing that can rescue us from ‘Joe Biden and the left’ is ‘Donald Trump and his white hats’ – with some help from JFK Junior and Alex Jones.




The internet is such a fool’s game.

It’s such a trap for the soul.

Increasingly, I am hating being online – for any reason.

Right now, I think probably there is still some slight spiritual benefit to continuing with the blog – I think it probably did help a few people to keep bringing things back to God, and sharing the Rav’s words, in the last very dark month we all went through here.

Maybe, a few more people said a few more tehillim than otherwise, maybe, a few more people connected more to ‘truth’ and connected less to all the lies.

But honestly, I’m not sure.



I am so praying all this evil breaks soon.

My soul is so weary of it all.

Only God can rescue us.

And if your journo-spook isn’t telling you that explicitly – then whatever they are telling you is about as far away from the truth as can be.







16 replies
  1. Efraim Yochanan ben Avraham.
    Efraim Yochanan ben Avraham. says:

    To be banned from the social media, is a good sign. Recently , they banned me from two Telegram channels. no complains Baruch Hashem. I notice also that my two last posts in your page didn’t passed your verification. By mistake or bekavanah may I ask ??

  2. Leah
    Leah says:

    You have a wonderful gift of writing, and a gift from HaShem which is to be utilized….you have a mission during the most darkest times of history….HaShem will not leave you alone in this….but you are also בשר ודם and your readers trust your path of truth and connection with the Rav….every once in a while you let us know you are taking a breather (understandable)…but right then we recieve so many insights from you….nope, no chance of a breather I guess….
    Soon Geula……So thank you

  3. AK
    AK says:

    Hi Rivka,

    It is totally not worth it to have any yiush over this. You should do what I have done especially since the whole covid scam. Just ignore these people. You can’t reason with them, nothing you say will make the difference. Know, that those who follow you who know the truth truly benefit from your blog, so I hope it continues.

    And on another note, I saw your husband last night at the Rav’s shiur.

  4. Leah
    Leah says:

    And by the way, it may seem that people still are not waking up, but there is a huge amount of soldiers that are, … I remember a few years ago that they said that the soldiers will experience so many miracles…I won’t be surprised if they חוזרים בתשובה …. soldiers keep asking for prayers…. all that light coming in…no wonder the evil is fighting so hard …..

  5. vivian corey
    vivian corey says:

    Rivka I love what u write and look forward to reading u every day .So I follow a few telegram channels,one is run by a lovely frum woman and I was BANNED because I kept telling Torah truths and the non Jews on the chat deemed me “argumentative”.Sigh. Even on the “truthers” channels ppl don’t want the truth of Torah.

  6. Darin Sunley
    Darin Sunley says:

    Your blog is the reason I know about the Rav, and Rebbe Nachman. It’s a big part of the reason I was able to keep myself and my children unvacced, which seems to have made a huge difference in my life. (I’m the healthiest adult in my extended family, and not by a small margin, thanks to that!)

    I miss it when it’s not running.

    Know that you are making a difference.

  7. Simon
    Simon says:

    Like Darin, this blog is the reason I follow Rabbi Nachman and Rav Berland. God has brought much blessing to me through this blog.
    May God give you the merit of “Be strong and let your hearts take courage, all who await to the Lord!”

  8. הצדיק הנסתר
    הצדיק הנסתר says:

    אחד הנרצחים בא לאביו בחלום וסיפר לו מה קורה לו בשמיים – הרב בניהו שמואלי שליט”א שיבדל לחיים טובים
    שהמשיח יבוא ניסן בפסח תשפ”ד הזה

    מה ענו לרב שמואלי בשאלת חלום על המצב בארץ? ואיזו סגולה חזקה להינצל? האזינו לראיון המטלטל על הגאולה 💫
    הרב שלום שמואלי
    אמו הגאולה תבוא כבר בפסח הזה אין כבר כוחות
    לא שמעתי את הסרטון
    אצרו משהו אחר מזה שהמשיח יבוא ניסן בפסח תשפ”ד הזה?

    הרב שלום שמואלי תחיית המתים תשפ”ד
    שהמשיח יבוא תשפ”ד

  9. Molly
    Molly says:

    I found your blog like maybe 7 or 8 years ago? Back when it was emunaroma. I was looking for Emuna blogs after having read the garden of emuna. You’ve single-handedly taught so many people about the Rav, it’s a huge mitzvah. I keep reading those little breslov pocketbooks for little doses of inspiration and the most recent one said to be dancing and celebrating anytime we are disparaged. Put on some nissim black and cut a rug!

  10. Malka
    Malka says:

    You are a real deal, Rivka. Because of you, I know a little what is going on in Israel. I simply can’t find out ANYONE saying anything important about Israel. And I want to be connected. I am not follower of your rabbi, but I am open minded. When someone so smart and aware like you believe in someone, I take notice. I am working on understanding Breslav way. I do believe we are all ONE AM Israel, at the end divisions are meaningless. You bring truth to the world and see HaShem at work, I appreciate a lot what you do. I don’t want to bring you to self destruction though. I am off the internet more and more myself and loving it. We turn off wifi when we don’t use it and put phones in drawers. It only makes you aware how much they affect your thoughts, etc.I feel we are in the same situation like Israelis. They don’t know, we don’t know. Somehow we believe that news and connection to the world via technology will change things to better. As in a days of old, like now, we have only prayers. Love your soul Rivka. Thank you. Turn off phone, media. Encourage others to do the same. It is the most meaningful thing. Maybe regular one time a week posting would be good for you. You are the most important, not blog.

  11. Avigail
    Avigail says:

    I love your blog. I love you. Don’t give up. I also fight despair nipping at my heels, but ein od milvado. So this too must be from Him. And it must be for a reason. Maybe you just need some R&R for a day or two. May He continue to guide you, strenthen you and protect you and all those who love Hashem. I feel an attachment with your readers who post comments. We are on the same wave length. Someday we will meet and walk together to the temple.

  12. Yakov Butterfield
    Yakov Butterfield says:

    Thank you for all the hard work.
    We need words from the Rav. We need an English connection to the Holy Tzadik, Rav Berland. We need feedback on whether we are going in the right direction or stuck some where. The War News is Propaganda and the Antisemitism in Chutz la Aretz is a Very Strong Wake Up Call for Teshuvah and Aliyah.

    • Rivka Levy
      Rivka Levy says:

      Yaakov – and everyone else who took the time to comment here – first of all, thank you for taking the time and trouble to do that.

      I’ve been in quite a big ‘down’ the last few days, but feeling a little happier today.

      The words from the Rav – and the prayers with the Rav, and also the advice and Torah of Rabbenu – are pretty much what is getting me through all this still mostly smiling and in one piece.

      What you said here, Yaakov, about other people also needing to hear those words in English, is just what I needed to hear.

      BH, I will return to the translations, and post something up soon.

      Thank you.


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