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This is the mock-up of the cover – but still a little while to go to finalise the book, BH.

Thanks to everyone for their well-wishes.

I basically got ‘covided’ for the last 10 days – migraines, total loss of appetite, couldn’t taste anything, very weak, and currently that side has improved, but now I have a disgusting cough that can come out of nowhere and last for 10 minutes straight, which then gives me a nosebleed.

Lovely stuff!

So, still taking it easy for a little bit longer, but definitely feeling better today than I have been for a good week.

BH.

(And after two ‘donations’ made to the ravberland.com site, to speed the process of recovery along.)

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This book is going to be total dynamite when it’s out, BH.

I am still evaluating printing options.

If anyone out there is interesting in buying multiple copies, and they live in Israel, please get in touch via email, so I can figure out the best way, and the best amount, to print at this stage.

On shabbat, the Shivivei Or Newsletter put this out:

Morenu HaRav has said on many occasions that tzedakah given to publish his books, and to do hafatzah with them, is considered, mamash, like a pidyon given into his holy hands.

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That for sure applies to the books in the original Hebrew.

And if for sure also applies to the books of his teachings translated into English, too.

And especially a book like Conversations II, which reads like a cross between a page-turning thriller, a journalistic expose – and a prophetic dirge.

It’s an awesome, awesome book.

And it gives a LOT of light, chizzuk – and information.

So, please let me know if you are interested in buying a few copies and doing some hafatza.

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And may we just hear good news.

So taking a break for a few more days.

Shabbat shalom, sweet readers.

The last few days, I’ve been up North with my husband.

***UPDATES BELOW***

We went to a zimmer in the Akko area, where it was green, quiet and beautiful.

Before that, we had a massive argument, because my husband didn’t want to go anywhere that was ‘being bombed’ – and just after I booked the zimmer, there was that very weird ‘barrage of rockets’ launched at Kiryat Shemona on Friday night.

Except…. if you look at the footage carefully, you see that all those ‘rockets’ spontaneously combust mid-air.

More like fireworks.

Or ‘Iron Dome’ rockets….. except there was no ‘Iron Dome’ in operation.

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Long story short, I decided I can’t continue to live in that place of fear all the time.

So we went ‘up North’ – and it was beautiful, green and quiet.

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I came back really sick.

Maybe, all the radiation we’re all being exposed to suddenly started doing its thang… maybe, the calm, green and quiet sent a message to my body that ‘you can relax now’, and let all the stress of the last few months out….

And / or maybe, we are now reaching that tipping point, where this whole, horrible, devastating experience since Simchat Torah is about to start turning around for the good.

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Conversations II is nearly ready – I’m spending the rest of today going through the typos, then sending it off to the designer.

I know from previous experience that when the Rav’s books come out, they mamash trigger some very big ‘sweetenings’ in the world, and I am looking forward to seeing how this one is going to play out.

Last week, the Rav said openly that the ‘disaster’ was planned by the generals, because they wanted to bring Bibi down.

That is the ‘energy’, the ‘idea’ that is starting to reverberate all over Israel now, and the people who sold us out can’t keep it hidden for too much longer.

Not that Bibi is good – he isn’t. At all.

They are all spiritually rotten to the core.

But if you remember Rebbe Nachman’s story of The Cripple, I think we are now at the stage where the demonic ‘talkers’ (i.e. demonic spooks….) begin a full civil war trying to take each other out.

And when that happens…. the tree finally gets watered…. and geula comes.

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So, lots to look forward to.

We are at the tipping point now.

But still lots of challenges ahead.

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The Rav is asking for people to start saying Tikkun Haklalis, to reach 100,000 Tikkun Haklalis by Adar II.

The kabbalists are seeing some big ‘disaster’ being scheduled for Gaza, God forbid, and the Tikkun Haklalis are required to sweeten it.

Say one a day, three, seven – ten, even.

But at least, say one a day.

Do your bit, don’t just stand on the sidelines and leave that same small group of Shuvu Banim people who have been doing so much, for so very long, carry the can with these ‘sweetenings’ all by themselves.

The more people get behind the Rav, and simply follow the instructions, the sweeter and easier this goes.

And if you have children serving in Gaza – get a Tikkun Haklali, and start saying it AT LEAST once a day, and more like three, or even seven times.

Do your bit to help this to turn around.

At the very least, you’ll be giving your own children more ‘protection’ while they are in Gaza.

And encourage other people in your communities to start saying the Tikkun Haklali, too.

They don’t need to know it’s being requested by the Rav.

It will still work.

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BH, may we just hear good news.

And in the meantime…. the time for ‘evil’ to carry on ruling here is nearly over.

It’s just a matter of ‘when’, not ‘if’.

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UPDATE:

One of my ‘connected’ readers just sent me this.

(It was a dream they had, about another harsh decree, God forbid. They have now asked me to take it down, so I did.)

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Dear reader, I am so *tired*, spiritually, of trying to wake people up.

I’ve been at this for 8-9 years already, when I first started researching what was going on with the strange case of ‘Rabbi Eliezer Berland’, and the story that just didn’t add up.

I have lost a lot of previously good friends, for daring to suggest that something is very corrupt in the State of Israel.

Back then, people simply couldn’t grasp the notion that the State could stitch people up, legally, it didn’t like for ‘religious’ reasons.

Or that there is no justice in this country.

Or that all our leaders, almost without exception, are actually the scum of the earth.

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It boils down to this, taken from ‘Conversations II’:

“If there is the true Tzaddik, then it is possible to get through this world, to receive a rectification without suffering. 

But if a person doesn’t know of the Tzaddik, then he needs to atone for all his reincarnations.”

  • Rav Eliezer Berland, speaking on August 16, 2022.

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Bottom line, all of us down here on planet earth in 2024 have a massive amount of ‘rectifications’ to go through.

We are the toughest cases.

And that suffering is probably going to break most of us, unless and until we get with the True Tzaddik.

That’s the bottom line.

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So, please make your plan to say some Tikkun Haklalis, and to get others to say them too.

Of course, most people will probably ignore this.

And if they do…. what can I do?

I can’t spend my time eating my heart out anymore over what’s going on in the Jewish community, aside from my tiny bit of it.

I’m really praying the next stage is ‘sweetened’.

But if people don’t get with the True Tzaddik….. it’s not looking very good.

That’s the bottom line.

 

I am putting the finishing touches to Conversations II, BH.

So slow posting again until Wednesday.

But in the meantime, I wanted to put up the contents page for the book, with the headings of the classes and topics the Rav covered the last couple of years. It really says it all.

And it made me feel quite weepy, seeing this all laid out so clearly.

BH, the dawn will break soon.

It’s hard to hang on for this to turn around.

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CONTENTS:

INTRODUCTION

DUST IS WORTH MORE THAN DIAMONDS

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FEBRUARY 2022

RAMCHAL AND GORDON

PUTIN, GOG AND MAGOG, AND THE WAR IN UMAN

RABBENU WILL SUBDUE PUTIN

I DON’T WANT YOU TO BE A GOY

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AUGUST 2022

R’ YESHAYA OF KERESTIR AND WORLD WAR TWO

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DECEMBER 2022

PROTESTING ABOUT THE TREATMENT OF THE TZADDIK

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FEBRUARY 2023

EARTHQUAKES AND MOSQUES

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APRIL 2023

THE LEFTIST GOVERNMENT AND JUDICIAL REFORM

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MAY 2023

THEY JUST GAVE US SCORPIONS

HAMAN’S 70 SONS

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JUNE 2023

HANNAH AND THE GREEKS

DINA WAS THE REINCARNATION OF AVRAHAM AVINU’S MOTHER

AZA AND AZAZEL

EVERY JEW HAS AN OBLIGATION TO INHERIT THE LAND

BASEMENTS FULL OF GOLD

THE LURIA FAMILY’S CRATES OF GOLDEN DINARII

NULLIFYING THE BLACK VISA

YONATAN EIBSHITZ’ CHEVRUTA

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JULY 2023

MA’ALEH AKRABIM ON THE GAZAN BORDER, AND A BUNCH OF SABBATEANS

BAR DROMA’S WAR AGAINST THE ROMANS

JUDICIAL REFORM AND DEMONSTRATIONS

COPPER MINES AND QUEEN ELIZABETH I

JOACHIM GANS AND CHRISTOPHER COLUMBUS

JEWS IN THE ‘NEW WORLD’

INDEPENDENCE IN AMERICA

R LEVI YITZHAK BENDER ESTABLISHED BRESLOV ANEW

THE ZIONISTS HAVE GONE MAD

A DIFFERENT BALFOUR IN FRANCE

THE ROTHSCHILDS AND R YAAKOV GALUNA

THE RAV IN NEW YORK CITY

THE RAV IN THE FORMER USSR

DO AN HOUR OF HITBODEDUT EVERY DAY

THE SOUTHERN AND NORTHERN BORDERS OF ERETZ YISRAEL

MAHARIL DISKIN ONLY WENT TO THE KOTEL TWICE

IS TURKEY REALLY KOSHER?

THE ‘AVODA ZARA’ WAY OF HEALING ILLNESSES

THE CRUSADERS TRIED TO CONQUER ERETZ YISRAEL SEVEN TIMES

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AUGUST 2023

STELLA MARIS ETC

THE CHATAM SOFER’S PSAK ABOUT LIVING IN TSFAT

WHY IS THE ARMY PROTECTING THE ARABS?

LEARNING CHEVRUTOT WITH THE STEIPLER

A MILLION ZEROS IN THE BANK

THE NAVON TRIAL

THERE ARE NO MIRACLES WITH ARMOR

ALL THE ICE WILL MELT IN ALASKA

EVERYONE WANTS TO MAKE ALIYAH NOW

CONQUERING JERUSALEM

PEOPLE HAVE TO LIVE IN JERUSALEM

IF YOU GUARD YOUR EYES YOU CAN BUILD THE BEIT HAMIKDASH

TRAVELLING TO RABBI AKIVA

EVERY DAY THEY ARE KILLING JEWS HERE

RABBENU SEES FROM ONE END OF THE WORLD TO THE OTHER

THERE ARE NO PILOTS

THE FIRST SETTLERS IN BOSTON WENT AGAINST CHRISTIANITY

BRINGING DOWN HOLY SOULS

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SEPTEMBER 2023

SULFUR AND SALT, A BURNING OF ALL THE LAND

MIRIAM JUST DANCED

EVERYONE WILL GET TO UMAN SAFE – THE REAL DANGER IS FROM HAMAS

ALL THE LIGHT WAS CREATED IN UMAN

THE REBBE GUARDS OVER ALL THOSE WHO TRAVEL TO HIM

THERE WILL BE A WAR IN THE WHOLE WORLD

THIS IS THE YEAR THE MOSHIACH IS REVEALED

THE TZADDIK WILL PUT YOUR BONES BACK TOGETHER AGAIN

EVERY PERSON HAS FIVE ANGELS PROTECTING HIM

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OCTOBER 2023

THE BAAL SHEM TOV WAS IN THE HANDS OF BANDITS AND MURDERERS

UMAN AND EVERYTHING IS BACKWARDS

THEY TOTALLY DESTROYED PEOPLE

NO HETER FOR MARRIED WOMEN TO LEAVE THEIR HAIR UNCOVERED

HAMAS WAS CREATED BY THE SATAN

ONLY ONE WAY TO STOP THE WAR

THE NOVA PARTY WAS A DEATH TRAP

THE GOVERNMENT ABANDONED EVERYONE

EVERY SECOND THERE IS THE DANGER THEY COULD KILL 1,000 SOLDIERS

WHEN PEOPLE ARE FULL OF TRANSGRESSIONS THEY SHOULD AT LEAST FAST ON YOM KIPPUR

THE DEFINITION OF CRUELTY

‘WOE TO ME’ THAT ISHMAEL WAS BORN

WE NEED TO MULTIPLY THE JOY

ISHMAEL TORTURES MORE THAN ANY OTHER PEOPLE

WE NEED TEHILLIM

THE STATE TOOK AWAY THE GUNS

THE REINCARNATION OF AMALEK

DEATH SHOULD MOVE AWAY

BEN GURION WAS AGAINST MEZUZAHS

THE NOVA PARTY WAS DONE TO BREAK THE RELIGIOUS JEWS

VODKA, OR A SEFER TORAH

THERE IS NO ARMY

HUMILIATION MAKES A WOMAN ILL

WHY DID YOSEF NEED CHARIOTS AND HORSEMEN, WHEN HE CAME TO BURY YAAKOV AVINU?

THE MEARAT HAMACHPELA EVERY SINGLE NIGHT

SCARED OF GOING INTO GAZA

THE WAQF WOULDN’T HAVE GIVEN PERMISSION TO BURY YAAKOV

WHO DOES THE CAVE OF THE PATRIARCHS BELONG TO?

WHY WAS RACHEL IMENU BURIED ON THE ROAD?

THE HOUSES WERE ALL EMPTY

THEY ARE SCREAMING ‘YOU ARE ROBBERS!’

HASHEM SEES THERE IS GOING TO BE A CHURBAN

THE GOVERNMENT DECREED THIS

DON’T HURT THE ARABS!

THE YEAR OF GEULA

R’ YISRAEL OF RUZHIN AND THE FOUNDING OF THE STATE

THE PALMACH TRIED TO STOP THE ARABS FROM LEAVING

EVERYTHING IN GAZA IS NARROW ALLEYWAYS

BIDEN’S PLAN TO GIVE EVERYTHING TO THE ARABS

THE FIRST THING IS TO GET THEM FREED

AN ‘EXECUTIONER’S’ PARTY

THE KIBBUTZIM WERE CONQUERED IN FIVE MINUTES

TODAY, GEHINNOM IS CLOSED

THE SUN GOES BACKWARDS FOR THE TZADDIKIM

STOP WITH ALL THE ASTROLOGY

BALAK WAS YITRO’S GRANDSON

THE AMERICANS SENT US 2,000 COMMANDOS

THIS IS THE YEAR OF GEULA

BIDEN IS COMING TO GIVE ERETZ YISRAEL TO THE ARABS

GOD IS MAKING OUR LEADERS BLIND AND STUPID

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NOVEMBER 2023

GERMANY WANTS TO CONQUER ISRAEL AGAIN

EVERYONE WAS TURNED INTO ASHES

BEING A CAPTIVE IS WORSE THAN DEATH

THE GOVERNMENT ABANDONED EVERYTHING

A TIME OF DISTRESS FOR JACOB

A MILLION MISSILES

EVERYONE NEEDS TO SAY TEHILLIM

A PRICE THAT WAS TOO HIGH

IT’S ALL HAMAS

THE LAST CALAMITY

EVERYTHING DEPENDS ON THE GIRLS

THE TZADDIK WHO WORKED FOR THE ELECTRICITY COMPANY

JERUSALEM IS THE MOST SECURE PLACE IN THE WORLD

VE’SEMACHTA BE’HAGECHA

A SHOAH THAT HASN’T BEEN SEEN SINCE THE FOUNDING OF THE STATE

EVERYTHING WITH QATAR WAS A LIE

THEY DIDN’T HAVE ANY GUNS

HAMAS WILL FIRE ON THE PATIENTS, THEN BLAME US

THE HALACHOT OF MURDER

EVERYONE WILL BE CONFUSED WHEN MOSHIACH COMES

RAV SHACH GOT TO 106

BIBI GAVE A WHOLE SPEECH AGAINST THE BRESLOVERS

40,000 PEOPLE GOT TO UMAN

THE STATE WANTED TO FORBID PEOPLE FROM TRAVELLING TO UMAN

EVERYONE IS BRESLOV TODAY

THEY ALSO KIDNAPPED KING DAVID

THE PHYSICS OF FALLING

THE RAPE AND ABDUCTION OF DINAH

IT’S IMPOSSIBLE WITHOUT THE TORAH

24,000 FUNERALS

THE WHOLE CITY WAS PROTECTING SHECHEM

SHIMSHON KILLED MILLIONS

ARMILUS THE RASHA HAS ONE EYE

WHY DIDN’T YAAKOV FREE DINA HIMSELF?

LIABLE FOR THE MAXIMUM PENALTY

YOSEF HATZADDIK PROTECTS THOSE WHO TRAVEL TO SHECHEM

BIDEN DIDN’T LET YAAKOV FIGHT IN SHECHEM

YAAKOV SEARCHED FOR HOW TO MAKE PEACE

EVERYONE IS MAKING TESHUVA

IN JERUSALEM THERE ARE NO SIRENS

SHUVU BANIM CAUSES ALL THE PROBLEMS

THUNDER AND LIGHTNING

BIBI JUST WANTS TO STAY ON AS PRIME MINISTER

LAVAN HA’ARAMI

THE FORCE THAT DECEIVES US

IT’S FORBIDDEN TO FIRE ON TERRORISTS

100 CONDITIONS

WHEN THE LIE BECOMES THE TRUTH

1,500 DISAPPEARED IN ONE HOUR

YOU LOST THE ELECTIONS!

LOVING ARABS MEANS YOU ARE ‘ENLIGHTENED’

AN ARAB IS ALWAYS AN ARAB

THE ARGENTINIAN PM WANTS TO CONVERT

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DECEMBER 2023

ANTIOCHUS WANTED EVERY HOUSE TO HAVE A SMARTPHONE

THE BROTHERS CONSPIRED TO PUT YOSEF TO DEATH

‘THE TOOLS OF HAMAS ARE THEIR WEAPONS’

SHIMON AND LEVI DIDNT GET ANY LAND IN ERETZ YISRAEL

DID THE WHOLE CITY DESERVE THE DEATH PENALTY?

IT’S SIMPLY JUST ABOUT BEING SNAKES

HALF-SNAKE, HALF-HUMAN BEING

THE WHOLE OF HANNUKAH IS ABOUT DEFEATING GREEK CULTURE

HAMAN ‘REJOICED’ ON HIS FESTIVAL

THIS WAS SUPERNATURAL

YOUR CAMP WILL BE HOLY

BUILT ON A LIE

HASHEM CAN’T FORGIVE ANY MORE

JERUSALEM IS THE CENTRE OF THE WORLD

HOW DOES A PERSON MERIT TO BE A JEW?

THE SNAKE IS THE YETZER HARA

THE MASONS WANT TO MAKE A NEW RELIGION

BE CAREFUL!

IT WAS IMPOSSIBLE TO DIFFERENTIATE BETWEEN JEWS AND TERRORISTS

RESHAIM IN THE HANDS OF TZADDIKIM

GEULA IN 5784

THERE IS NOWHERE TO RUN

LEGS ARE DISAPPEARING

THE HINTS FROM THE BNEI YISSACHAR AND HIS GRANDSON

THE STORY OF THE CONCUBINE OF GEVA

THOUSANDS OF PEOPLE CAN DIE EVERY TIME YOU GET ANGRY AT YOUR WIFE

A THOUSAND TERRORISTS CAME TO EACH KIBBUTZ

THE WOMAN SEES EVERYTHING

WE ARE IN THE WAR OF GOG AND MAGOG

SECRETS FROM THE FRENCH REVOLUTION

THEY KILLED 100,000 PEOPLE IN FRANCE

RABBI DAVID SINZHEIM

THE REVOLUTION WAS WORSE THAN THE MONARCHY

CANCEL THE DECREE TO CLOSE THE SYNAGOGUES!

WE ARE TEACHING THE ARABS TO NOT RUN AWAY

YOU DON’T NEED A BIG ARMY

THE ARMY IS RUN BY CRAZY PEOPLE

THE JEWS HELPED THE ROMANS TO CONQUER THE WORLD

THE WAR OF GOG AND MAGOG

THEY MOVED THE ARMY TO HUWARA

THE ARMY WAS PROTECTING THE ARABS OF HUWARA

ZIKIM DIDN’T HAND OVER THEIR GUNS

WHEN THE RESHAIM FALL INTO THE HANDS OF THE TZADDIKIM

IN THIS WORLD, THE ‘BAD COWS’ SWALLOW UP THE GOOD ONES

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JANUARY 2024

RESCUING THE HOSTAGES, STOPPING THE WAR

RABBENU WAS TAKEN HOSTAGE

THE ENTIRE MATTER IS TO KNOW WE ARE DUST AND ASHES

WRITING A TORAH SCROLL IS LIKE THE TEN COMMANDMENTS

SURROUNDED BY FIRE

THE CHOSEN OF HASHEM

WAR IN GAZA

PEOPLE ALWAYS HAVE QUESTIONS ABOUT THE TZADDIK

GET THE NATION TO REPENT

WE NEED TO PRAY THAT THIS WAR WILL END

EVERY EVILDOER CONTAINS THE SOUL-SPARK OF A TZADDIK

AFTER 90 DAYS OF FIGHTING, THEY STILL HAVEN’T ACCOMPLISHED ANYTHING

TREMENDOUS SECRETS CONNECTED TO THE WRITING OF THIS TORAH SCROLL

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Maybe, print this out and spend some time in hitbodedut reflecting on what has been done to us the last few years, what we’ve all gone through…. and how desperately we need a new paradigm in our world.

May it be speedily in our days. Amen.

REMINDER:

You can help to write the Rav’s Sefer Torah for the soldiers in the following ways:

20,000 nis – donates a whole section of parchment (including the actual writing), and gets your names transcribed as donors.

5,000 nis – donates a page (parchment and writing).

OR, donate whatever amount you can afford.

In all cases, just go to THIS link, and make it clear in the comments that the donation is for the Rav’s Sefer Torah.

YOU CAN ALSO MAKE A ‘STAGED’ DONATION OVER A FEW MONTHS, IF YOU WANT TO BUY A PAGE ETC, BUT CAN’T AFFORD TO DO IT IN ONE SHOT.

A parchment:

https://buy.stripe.com/eVa9CMglm1RJ4kU00d

A page:

https://buy.stripe.com/dR67uE2uw0NFdVueV8

Anything smaller:

https://ravberland.com/shop/donate/

Let’s clear something up, shall we?

If you are still sitting thinking that anyone you vote for is going to ‘change things’ here in the State of Israel….

That anyone called the ‘Israeli PM’ is actually making decisions based on what’s good for the people of Israel….

That anyone running our army, any ‘leader’ with any iota of real power, is actually working for you and me, and the rest of the Jewish people….

Then you are NEVER going to get what is really going on here.

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All the politicians, even the ‘farest of far-right’ ones (ahem….) are working for America.

And for Europe.

And for ‘Esav’.

And for the satan-worshipping masons, and the satan-worshipping Jesuits, and all the rest of them.

And ditto the heads of the army.

And ditto the heads of all our big charidee organisations, and most of the head civil servants, and also most of the so-called ‘rabbis’.

All of them, all of them, ALL OF THEM – are not working for the Jewish people.

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Once you understand that, it gets way, way easier to grasp why things like this keep happening:

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And also, why the State of Israel is sending violent, armed border police to beat people up who were literally serving in the IDF in Gaza last week, but who are now trying to block all that ‘humanitarian aid’ flowing to Hamas from Israel.

The whole country is run by traitors.

That is the bottom line.

And it’s not even hidden.

Watch this:

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At 44 seconds, Biden literally tells the whole audience that he’s the one that convinced ‘Bibi’ to open the gates to all that ‘humanitarian aid’ flowing straight to Hamas in Gaza….

The State of Israel is the 52nd state of the USA…

And remember, the Rav told us two months back that AMERICA NEEDS THE TERRORISTS.

Why?

Because the satanic masons who run America, and everywhere else, really needs ‘WW3’ to get going soon, so they can finally launch their total take-over of humanity.

‘Disease X’ is waiting – aka, more radiation being beamed at us all from those antennas no-one talks about but we all notice all over the place, that were put up in a rush when the Covid 19 lock-downs began.

The global elites are getting jumpy that too many people are getting wise to the ‘world of lies’ they have spun around our heads since the cradle.

So yeah, America really does need the terrorists in Gaza, and also, the military in Israel, to try and get WW3 up and running before the penny drops for too many people about who is really leading us, and why the world is in such a mess.

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Baruch Hashem for the Rav, all this is being radically sweetened!!

You can see with your own eyes, that since the Rav began the campaign to write the Sefer Torah for the soldiers and captives, and to end the war in Gaza, things are inexplicably coming off the boil in Israel.

For no obvious reason.

I will update you soon, BH, on how far the fundraising for the Sefer Torah has come, but I know there is still quite a long way to go, still.

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In the meantime, remember this, and take heart:

There is no more America.

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I know it doesn’t look like it still, but more and more of the ‘connected’ people here in Israel, and a few special souls abroad, too, are starting to pick up the vibe of quiet optimism that is starting to pulse here.

BH, may it just grow and expand.

For sure, there are more difficult bridges to cross still – especially for those still stuck in the world of lies.

But if you already moved out of that space… then I think you are going to start even enjoying what happens over the next few weeks now, in the run up to Purim in Adar II (which this year, is spread over 5 days, because the fast of Esther was brought forward to the Thursday…)

Personally, I am starting to feel happy again, at least a little, for the first time in months and months.

Spring is coming….

The blossom is starting to flower.

And the sprout of Yishai is ready to take centre stage, as soon as the time is right.

May it be very soon.

This video basically demolishes xtianity’s claim to be an ‘Abrahamic religion’ in six minutes.

Long story short: Xtianity is a repackaging of exactly the same star-worshipping idolatry that began with Horus, the sun god of Egypt – goes via a whole bunch of man-made-god individuals – and then ends with Yoshki.

Just the Romans had a brainwave, and they ‘melded’ the old Egyptian idolatry together with the Jewish idea of Moshiach…. based that ‘Moshiach’ figure on a converted King of Adiabene who fought the Romans for Jewish independence at the time of the destruction of the Second Temple…. and then paid the Erev Rav members of Herod’s half-Jewish (half Hasmonean!) family to write a new history for the Jews, called the ‘New Testament’.

The point was always to ‘fool’ the Jews into worshipping avoda zara by mixing up the ancient man-made-god idolatry with a flesh-and-blood ‘false messiah’.

And it worked fantastically.

(Whisper this: it’s the same play book they are still trying, today. Israel is literally full of Hebrew speaking ‘new xtians’….)

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Watch this:

 

I’m just editing the draft of Conversations II.

And I just got up to June, 2023.

This is what the Rav said back then:

JUNE

HANNAH AND THE GREEKS

Excerpted from a shiur given on 16th Sivan, 5783 (June 5th, 2023).

The whole of Chanuka is in the merit of Hannah.

“The bow of the mighty is broken.”[1]

She prayed that the Greeks would fall in the month of Kislev, and then that’s when the Greek power fell.

The Greeks used to be a world power like Rome. Today, it’s already not the same Greeks, this is already other Greeks.

For it’s written that the Greeks of the old days – they were permitted to write a Sefer Torah in Greek.

The Rambam says: It’s only permitted to write it in Greek, in any other language it’s forbidden.

But the Greeks of today, this is not the same Greeks as the old days. This is not exactly the same Greeks, it’s not the same Greeks.

The Greeks of then ruled over Eretz Yisrael, like the Phillistines who ruled over Eretz Yisrael.

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The Megaleh Amukot says: “How is it possible that the first King – the first King! – fell by the sword?”[2]

This was a terrible chillul Hashem, to do a rebellion against the Philistines, to achieve independence, and everything fell apart within three years.

They conquered the hills of Gilboa, they conquered Beit Shean, and the succession passed to Mephiboshet.

Mephiboshet had the right to rule[3], and he fell down.[4] (And from this, he became lame.)

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It’s like what happened in Ashdod.

One person ran to the security room and fell over with the infant, and the baby had to be anaesthetised and intubated. Then, she was seven years old, today’s she nine, and she’s in a coma and intubated, because she ran to the sealed room….

So today, every time there is a siren they announce, don’t run, don’t run, don’t run. What does it help to keep saying don’t run – in the meantime, a rocket is falling, in the meantime, it’s falling.

So now, they made an agreement (?) in the the North, that no rockets would fall, to stop the rockets. But it didn’t help, because in the South rockets are falling. In the South now, they murdered a soldier, three soldiers [on the Egyptian border].

So, what are they doing in the South? How are they going to save the South?

So, we need to save the South, and to bring Shuvu Banim, who will stop the terrorists, so they won’t enter [Israel] from the North or from the South.

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There was one terrorist who even got to Megiddo.

He hijacked a bus, and the whole vehicle was booby-trapped with explosives. In the end, he ran away. He wanted to cross back over the border to Lebanon, and then they caught him.

All of this was at the Megiddo Junction, and by a miracle, there was no terrorist attack.

Yes, one Arab was seriously injured, an Arab…And also now, terrorists fired and it only hurt other Arabs. Two days ago, terrorists fired on some passing car, and this car managed to get away, and it was a car full of Arabs. All of them were seriously wounded, ken yirbu.

We need to bless them with ken yirbu.

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(Hamavin yavin…. awesome.)

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FOOTNOTES:

[1] Shmuel I 2:4.

[2] Apparently referring to the first king of Israel, King Shaul.

[3] After the murder of Shaul’s only remaining son Ish Boshet, Mephiboshet, Shaul’s grandson, was the only descendant of King Shaul who remained alive.

[4] Shmuel II 4:4: “Yonatan the son of Shaul had a son who was lame. He had been five years old when word Jezreel about [the deaths] of Shaul and Yonatan. His nursemaid had picked him up and fled, and in her hurry to flee she dropped him and he became lame. His name was Mephibosheth.”

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REMINDER:

You can help to write the Rav’s Sefer Torah for the soldiers in the following ways:

20,000 nis – donates a whole section of parchment (including the actual writing), and gets your names transcribed as donors.

5,000 nis – donates a page (parchment and writing).

OR, donate whatever amount you can afford.

In all cases, just go to THIS link, and make it clear in the comments that the donation is for the Rav’s Sefer Torah.

YOU CAN ALSO MAKE A ‘STAGED’ DONATION OVER A FEW MONTHS, IF YOU WANT TO BUY A PAGE ETC, BUT CAN’T AFFORD TO DO IT IN ONE SHOT.

A parchment:

https://buy.stripe.com/eVa9CMglm1RJ4kU00d

A page:

https://buy.stripe.com/dR67uE2uw0NFdVueV8

Anything smaller:

https://ravberland.com/shop/donate/

There are a million things that could be written about right now.

Like, do you know this ‘right wing government’ with ‘fanatical right wingers’ in key positions in security, finance and apparently the PM’s chair has sent 13,000+ trucks of food, fuel and other stuff to Hamas, since the war began?

Baruch Hashem, people are starting to wake up – there are currently 200 people now sleeping out in tents at night to block the Keren Shalom crossing into Gaza, and stop the trucks.

And if you fancy an uplifting ‘day out’ to do something useful, you are invited to join them:

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Right now, all the idols are falling in the State.

There is no army, the most ‘violence against the enemy’ you get here is when the police start beating up charedim on the streets of Jerusalem, or the families of the hostages who started blocking the trucks carrying aid directly to Hamas last week….

But this process of doing the birur is still going to take a bit of time, because Rabbenu teaches you can’t just go and ‘remove’ all the evil out of a person’s mind, out of their soul, in one shot.

If you did that, they would literally go insane.

So drip by slow drip, the message is starting to penetrate that something here is very wrong.

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For people who reached that conclusion a few years’ back, this whole process is excrutiating.

If you engage with it too much.

So I’m not, mostly.

Mostly, I’m just focussing on getting ‘Conversations II’ edited and published, God willing.

And the ‘clues’ and hints the Rav littered all over his shiurim from the last couple of years are simply astounding.

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The editor I’m working with asked for ‘clarification’ for a some of the remarks, and when I start trying to unpick sentences about the ‘Prince Ali of Egypt’ who worked with the British ahead of WWI – I start to learn some totally mind-blowing stuff about the Muslim Brotherhood, the Suez Canal – and the way Britain and France carved-up the Middle East long before there was any hint of a ‘Balfour Declaration’.

B’kitzur: the Economic Hitman was right.

Watch this:

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The whole official project to settle Jews in the region was just to give the multinational companies who actually run what we think of as ‘sovereign countries’ their own ‘fort’ in the area, to keep the Arabs in-line and the oil on tap.

But try fitting all that information into a footnote to one of the Rav’s throw-away comments….

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So, I have my work cut out for me, and it’s keeping me busy and mostly out of the slow drip, drip, drip of headlines.

And at the same time, I am starting to think more about what direction to go in ‘the day after’.

The day after – when enough truth has come out about the rotten, stinking state of the world that people are ready to hear more about subjects like ‘spiritual self-help’ again.

One of my friends suggested I start a substack.

That wouldn’t really ‘work’ with this blog – but it would be perfect for re-kindling the ‘spiritual self-help’ holistic health project.

So, I am pondering that.

And also, how I can start to move back to a kinder, gentler way of dealing with myself, and other people again.

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Like everyone in Israel, the last few months has taken an awful lot of stamina and energy.

It looks like this ‘confused’ part of the process is going to continue until Pesach, with ‘big surprises’ already around Purim – the time when things traditionally get turned-around for the best.

In the meantime, all the fear, anger, shock, despair and other overwhelming emotions from the last few months – it all needs to get processed and ‘put away’ properly.

I’ve noticed I’ve got almost zero bandwidth for interacting with other people at the moment, including my kids and husband, and I want to move into a much kinder, gentler and generous space again.

But before I can give more to others, I first need to take some time to give more to myself again.

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So, I’ve started a new course and I’ll tell you more about that once I’ve gone through the course material and fitted it together with the other ‘holistic health’ stuff I’ve been learning about over the last few years.

It’s connected to healing with frequency and piezo electricity.

I think it’s going to be very enlightening, BH.

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The course continues until Pesach.

So for the next few weeks, I am in some sort of a routine again, at least minimally, while I’m watching and waiting for the world of lies to finally fall flat, at least enough, that the next stage of geula can begin.

And also, going back to trying to work some more on my own bad middot and lack of patience.

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The last thing to tell you is that the weird dreams are back.

I usually only remember my dreams about once every 3-4 months, and I am in a stage of having ‘meaningful’ dreams again.

Yesterday’s was about some very weird stuff going in the sky….

It was very ‘real’.

Tov.

Interesting times we live in.

Pace yourselves, dear readers, and do things that make you happy and uplift you right now, as much as possible.

Because this process of birur isn’t over yet.

And in many ways, it’s only just beginning.

Back in 1884, a man called ‘Edwin Abbott Abbott’ published a novel called ‘Flatland’.

(I don’t know why he has two identical surnames.)

For an indepth look at the plot, go HERE.

The basic idea is that there was a land – Flatland – where everything was limited to two dimensions.

When a 3-D sphere came to visit Flatland, they simply related to it as a series of flat circles, appearing out of nowhere, then enlarging, then shrinking back to nothing again, as he passed through.

The 3-D sphere tried to ‘open their minds’ to the idea that was more to life than seeing everything as 2-D – but the citizens of Flatland simply couldn’t grasp what the sphere was trying to tell them.

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If you are still wasting your time and energy ‘engaging’ with the news, then you are living in Flatland.

A place where everything is boiled down to unrealistic arguments about ‘Hamas’ and ‘Bibi’; and where the words of journalists, MSM and politicians are still taken as ‘the truth’ about what is going on.

Really?

Stuff is way more complex and nuanced – but also, way more simple.

Once you move out of the ridiculous ‘Flatland’ 2D discussions about what is really going on in Israel, and why it’s really going on.

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A friend sent me this:

It’s John Perkins, author of ‘Confessions of an Economic Hitman’ – a book which I highly recommend reading, btw.

He’s explaining how Saddam Hussein was actually ‘our boy’ in Iraq – he started out as a CIA assassin trying to kill the President of Iraq in the 1960s, Abd al-Karim Qasim, because Qasim started heavily taxing the US and British oil companies, and was on the path to trying to nationalise their assets, so that Iraqi oil would benefit the Iraqi people.

The oligarchs who own the world, via the politicians they put in place to ‘run’ the UK and the US, and other countries, didn’t like that.

So, they had Abd al-Karim Qasim murdered live on Iraqi TV – and installed Saddam Hussein’s cousin as the new President of Iraq in 1963.

Saddam Hussein later took over.

And the point is: he was a  CIA asset right from the start.

‘Our boy’, as Perkins puts it.

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Who is the CIA’s ‘boy’ in the State of Israel?

(Honestly, the shorter question to answer would be: who is NOT the CIA’s ‘boy’ in the State of Israel….)

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At the end of this video, Perkins refers briefly to the State of Israel’s real role in the Middle East.

And no, it’s not as a ‘homeland for the Jewish people’ – at least, not to the people who are running the State here on behalf of their masters in the shadows.

If we can move the discussion into this arena, at least, from all the useless, pointless, discussions about ‘Hamas’ and ‘Biden’ and all the CIA’s ‘boys’ running the State and army here, then that is the beginning of moving out of the ‘Flatland’ version of events.

It’s the start of seeing things at the 3D level of reality.

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But don’t stop there.

Another friend just sent me this:

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If we can start to engage with these ’18 Strategies for War’, above, and start to really internalise that it’s our own sins that are ‘dressing up’ as Hamas / Hezbollah / Biden / the Masons – the whole rotten lot of them – then, we will start to move this discussion up into 4D.

People like Rebbe Nachman and Rav Berland are seeing things at the 5D, 6D, 7D levels….. (at least).

We can’t always understand what’s being described, what they are talking about, how all this is meant to work ‘in reality’ to solve our problems.

Just like the residents of ‘Flatland’ couldn’t grasp the sphere.

That’s where the emunat tzaddikim idea comes in to play here.

Just, make sure you’re actually paying attention to the real Tzaddikim, and not someone else with the title of ‘rabbi’ who is as much stuck in 2D ‘Flatland’ as everyone else…..

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Once this discussion moves out of ‘Flatland’ – once we all stop wasting our time sending round news headlines that are 2D facsimiles of what is going on (at best – most of the news is not even that good, or that accurate….) – things will start to make so much more sense.

We’ll start to grasp way more, what is really important here, and where this ‘battle’ is really at.

And then, maybe, we’ll really start to take the words of the True Tzaddikim like Rebbe Nachman and Rav Eliezer Berland more seriously, and to start to deal with the issues going on here at the 4D level, and higher, instead of remaining stuck in ‘Flatland’.

I am really looking forward to that part of the story.

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UPDATE:

Thanks to T. who sent me a link to download the original Flatland book, HERE.

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REMINDER:

You can help to write the Rav’s Sefer Torah for the soldiers in the following ways:

20,000 nis – donates a whole section of parchment (including the actual writing), and gets your names transcribed as donors.

5,000 nis – donates a page (parchment and writing).

OR, donate whatever amount you can afford.

In all cases, just go to THIS link, and make it clear in the comments that the donation is for the Rav’s Sefer Torah.

YOU CAN ALSO MAKE A ‘STAGED’ DONATION OVER A FEW MONTHS, IF YOU WANT TO BUY A PAGE ETC, BUT CAN’T AFFORD TO DO IT IN ONE SHOT.

A parchment:

https://buy.stripe.com/eVa9CMglm1RJ4kU00d

A page:

https://buy.stripe.com/dR67uE2uw0NFdVueV8

Anything smaller:

https://ravberland.com/shop/donate/

Is there anyone out there who doesn’t have some yeoush in their heart at the moment?

(I mean, who actually cares about the Jewish people and Eretz Yisrael, and revealing Hashem’s true goodness in the world?)

Hard times we are going through spiritually and mentally at the moment.

Many of us have so much yeoush, so much despair about everything that is going on.

It looks like evil has all the cards, all the ‘leaders’ in its pocket, all the army bought and sold, all the good people tied down and neutered.

That’s how it looks, for sure.

But Rebbe Nachman told us very clearly:

THERE IS NO YEOUSH IN THE WHOLE WORLD!!!!

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What does this mean, tachlis?

It means that we have to lift our head out of the news, and out of the headlines, and out of the social media, and out of all the fear and worry and anger sloshing around – and only see Hashem.

EIN OD MILVADO.

There is only God.

God is arranging every single little detail here, and when God is ready, all this turns around for the very best it could be.

At least, for the people who finally make some sincere teshuva, let God into their lives, and hopefully also get with the true Tzaddikim like Rebbe Nachman and Rav Eliezer Berland.

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If you are making some real teshuva….and trying to figure out what God wants from you personally, in the middle of all this… and trying to boost your emuna, your belief that EIN OD MILVADO….and working on identifying, acknowledging and then praying on your bad middot, that God should take them away, finally…. and giving tzedaka to genuine Torah observant Jews…and working on identifying and then sticking close to the real Tzaddik HaDor….

Really, you don’t have a lot to worry about.

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That doesn’t mean life is going to magically become ‘easy’ – life is never ‘easy’, and it’s not meant to be easy.

‘Life’ is what happens when a soul has a bunch of bad middot and outstanding spiritual debts it didn’t clear up between itself and other people.

Gehinnom is what atones for the sins between man and God, that weren’t atoned for in a person’s life.

And ‘life’ is what atones for the sins between man and man, that they didn’t make teshuva for while they were still in a body.

That’s why it’s hard.

That’s why it’s tough.

That’s why it can sometimes seem so very unfair, and difficult, and painful and hard-to-withstand.

Because we are all down here fixing those ‘old debts’ from previous lifetimes.

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Our generation is the worst of all.

It’s the one that came back five million times, already, and still didn’t manage to ‘fix’ things properly.

And the time is growing short, before we get into the ‘next stage’ of the world’s spiritual development process that is called geula.

That’s why the pressure is on so much everywhere, and increasing daily.

But we have a real tzaddik in our generation who has been working so very hard to ‘sweeten’ all this for decades, already.

And the people who are associated with that effort, even in the smallest of small ways, even just by having one of his prayers in the house, or giving 10 shekels to kosher tzedaka recipients associated with him or his community, or even, just following the advice to say three tikkun haklalis a day, or to read a book of tehillim  – whatever it might be – we are in a bubble of protection right now.

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The Rav has said repeatedly in the past that Shuvu Banim is the ‘ark’ of our generation.

The flood waters are reaching epic proportions – the flood of heresy and evil that Rabbenu warned would cover the whole world at this period of time, shortly before Moshiach is revealed.

Who is a strong enough ‘swimmer’, spiritually, that they can stay afloat in this mabul all by themselves, without going under?

I know I would have ‘drowned’ a long time ago, God forbid, without the Rav’s steady encouragement and protection, and without Rabbenu’s advice to do hitbodedut, work on overcoming bad middot, and to simply see God behind every little thing that is happening.

Or at least, to try to.

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What’s the alternative?

Yesterday, one of my kids was half passed out on the couch, suffering from non-stop irritable stomach issues from all the stress and worry.

What sent her over the edge yesterday was the ‘news’ that we are about to have a week-long black out in Israel.

It might happen, it might not.

Either way – I’m not going to worry about it now.

There have been so very many horrible predictions that simply haven’t materialised – even over the last three months!

Even in the North, the Rav said right at the beginning that anyone who would listen to him had nothing to worry about.

And what was he saying to do?

To stay in your home and pray your socks off – a whole book of tehillim a day.

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They are controlling us via our ‘fallen fears’ and our despair.

But when you connect to the Tzaddik HaDor, when you get aboard the Shuvu Banim ark – you can ‘float’ right over most of the worst of what is going on right now, wherever you happen to live, whatever happens to be going on.

That’s why I keep going on about it.

There is no other advice, for this period of time.

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Before me and my husband got to Breslov, and then later to the Rav, we went through so much suffering and hardships, on so many different levels.

We were literally broken into pieces, and that happened more than once.

Why?

Because we still had so much arrogance, so many bad middot, so many feelings of entitlement.

God owes us nothing.

That’s the bottom line.

We are here to fix our souls, not to own big houses and have diplomas and degrees plastered all over our walls, or to have holidays in the Caribbean.

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Life is just one big series of disappointments – until and unless we really internalise the above.

So, I don’t know what is going to happen next.

And I am also having some days when the yeoush waxes again, and I have to really put in some spade-work spiritually, in the hitbodedut, to get it back under control again, and to remember:

EIN OD MILVADO.

God is doing everything.

God is controlling everything, and everyone.

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So, I don’t give a monkeys about Bibi, Biden, Trump, Nasrallah, Sinwar, Klaus, Soros – they are all just puppets, tools.

Their whole ‘power’ lies in the fact that we give them the respect and ‘weight’ and power that really belongs to Hashem only.

My job right now is to keep working on my emuna, my own bad middot, seeing Hashem in the world as much as possible – and then making the most of the wonderful life Hashem has still given me.

And given you, too.

Every breath is a present.

Every breath means that God is giving you more of a chance to fix your soul up, even if its via harsh suffering and pain, before moving upwards into ‘eternal life’.

It’s a good deal.

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Don’t envy the evildoers and all their power, fame, money and materialistic prosperity.

They are having their final hoorah before God finally uproots them from all the worlds, forever.

Good wins this battle eventually, that is 100000% guaranteed.

The only question is, how we can keep ourselves ‘afloat’ while the floodwaters continue to rise.

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On that note:

The full shiur the Rav gave over a few weeks’ OK about how writing the Torah scroll for the soldiers, kidnapped, and to get the war to end has now been fully translated into English.

You can read it on the RavBerland.com website HERE.

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It’s full of chizzuk and very deep hints, as usual, but here is a snippet to whet your whistle:

Now that we are writing a Torah scroll, we are surrounded by fire, fire descends from heaven, and every letter is black fire upon white fire.  

Every letter is black fire upon white fire – we merit to draw down fire from heaven mamash.

Because we need to pray that this war will end, because there is no end to it.

They already said that there is no end to this war.  Because it is impossible to enter every house.  Every house is booby-trapped, and all of it has underground tunnels beneath the houses.  There are endless tunnels, endless tunnels.

It is impossible to finish it in a year. 

Everything is booby-trapped.  It is impossible.  Every house takes a whole day, until they enter, check it, and so on.  So already half the army has been removed from there.

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The Rav was ahead of ‘the news’ by at least three weeks….

Tov.

I will put the details to donate for the scroll at the bottom of this post – please give whatever you can!

And if you gave already and you still have more ma’aseh – give again!

Whatever you can afford.

Get yourself aboard the Shuvu Banim ark, because this isn’t over yet.

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Separately, I am taking a short break from blogging, because I have the mss of ‘Conversations 2’ to edit.

So, very slow posting next week, until I’ve got this project completed, BH.

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Don’t give up, dear readers!

The finishing line is in sight, the doors of the ark are still open, and all this turns around for the very best very soon.

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REMINDER:

You can help to write the Rav’s Sefer Torah for the soldiers in the following ways:

20,000 nis – donates a whole section of parchment (including the actual writing), and gets your names transcribed as donors.

5,000 nis – donates a page (parchment and writing).

OR, donate whatever amount you can afford.

In all cases, just go to THIS link, and make it clear in the comments that the donation is for the Rav’s Sefer Torah.

YOU CAN ALSO MAKE A ‘STAGED’ DONATION OVER A FEW MONTHS, IF YOU WANT TO BUY A PAGE ETC, BUT CAN’T AFFORD TO DO IT IN ONE SHOT.

A parchment:

https://buy.stripe.com/eVa9CMglm1RJ4kU00d

A page:

https://buy.stripe.com/dR67uE2uw0NFdVueV8

Anything smaller:

https://ravberland.com/shop/donate/