It’s nearly Shavuot again.

I am reposting this from last year, about the Rav’s Kollel Chatzot and R Chaim Palagi’s segula to give 104 nis to Torah scholars ahead of Shavuot.

These folks definitely count!

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My contact at the Rav’s midnight kollel just sent me this:

רבי חיים פלאג’י שהיה צדיק גדול ומקובל כתב בספרו ‘מועד לכל חי’ סגולה שמובאת בספר הקדמון ‘ספר מעשה הצדקה’: “ערב שבועות – יפריש צ”א (91) פרוטות וישלים על שיעור ב’ פעמים ב”ן (בן בגימטריה 52. כלומר: 52*2=104) ויתנם לתלמיד חכם עני ועניו, והוא תיקון לעוון אדם הראשון ועוון העגל ולפגם הברית, והוא סגולה לחשוכי בנים ולקירוב הגאולה”.

על פי הספר הקדמון המצוטט על ידי רבי חיים פלאג’י, מי שנותן בערב חג שבועות לתלמידי חכמים 104 שקלים זוהי סגולה המסוגלת לכפרה על חטאים, לכל הישועות ברוחניות ובגשמיות ובפרט לחשוכי ילדים!
חוץ מעצם הסגולה הרי שאדם שנותן צדקה בערב חג הוא מקיים מצות עשה מהתורה: “ועשית חג שבועות ושמחת לפני ה’ אתה ובנך ובתך ועבדך ואמתך והלוי והגר היתום והאלמנה אשר בקרבך וכו'”. וכן הרמב”ם בהלכות יום טוב מפרש שבכלל חובת השמחה ביום טוב הוא לשמח את העניים. והזוהר הקדוש מאריך בשבח מי שנותן צדקה לעניים לחג שזוכה לברכה גדולה מהשמיים.

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My free-wheeling English summation is this:

R Chaim Palaggi wrote in his book Sefer Ma’ase Tzedakah about a segula for erev Shavuot, where you give 104 prutot [shekels, dollars, pounds, euros – whatever currency you are operating in day to day] to a poor and humble scholar.

If someone out there wants to help me translate the Hebrew gematria explanation in the Hebrew, leave it in the comments and I’ll amend the post.

This is said to be a tikkun for the sin of Adam HaRishon, and the sin of the Golden Calf, and also for pgam habrit (immorality).

R Chaim Palaggi’s book states that giving 104 prutot to a poor and humble Torah scholar on the eve of Shavuot is especially good for those who lack children.

And in addition, giving tzedeka on the eve of Shavuot also fulfills a positive commandment from the Torah that:

“And you shall celebrate Shavuot and rejoice before the Lord, you and your son and your daughter. And your servant, and your maid, and the Levite, and the stranger, the orphan, and the widow who are among you, etc.”

Similarly, Maimonides, in the Laws of Yom Tov, explains that in general, the duty of joy on a holiday is to make the poor happy. And the Holy Zohar extends its praise to those who give charity to the poor on the holiday, who receive a great blessing from heaven.

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Ad kan, the free-wheeling translation.

If you want to give the 104 prutot to the Rav’s Kollel Chatzot, here’s the link (click the underlined wording):

Shavuot 104 nis – Kollel Chatzot

May we just hear good news!

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(Just to reiterate, I get no kickbacks, money, nothing, nada, nega-nega torey from writing this stuff. Just I think it’s a good place to give tzedaka to, and I also give to them.)

 

Back in 2018, there was a big ‘story’ about an alien ship.

Here is a cached version of what really happened, from a site that is no longer with us:

Source – Express UK

by Jon Austin, January 17th, 2018

Express.co.uk today reveals the shocking truth about a “UFO picture” that played a key role in the staggering “Pentagon UFO” story that has convinced many people “we are not alone” and intelligent aliens may be flying advanced craft on Earth.

The still image of the so-called “white tic tac UFO” was screened during a major conference when former US government and military insiders were brought to together by former Blink 182 singer Tom DeLonge for his new alien research group To The Stars Academy.

The photograph was shown during an October 2017 presentation by academy member Chris Mellon, who served for almost 20 years in the US federal government in a series of national security positions.

Its use appeared to suggest the image showed the “Nimitz UFO” encountered by a US Navy crew off the coast of San Diego in November 2004.

The UFO, which was also captured on Navy radar video camera, was said to “defy the laws of physics” in its movements.

With a large version of the still image behind him on a screen, Mr Mellon told reporters: “Clearly this is not a US experimental aircraft, but whose is it?

“How did it accomplish these feats?

LEAD BALLOON? Chris Mellon talks physics-defying UFOs with a suspected helium balloon on screen.

“This story may sound like a sci-fi movie, but it is a true story, and far from being the only one of its kind.”

Details of the case went on to make international headlines with the image of the alleged UFO even being screened by US TV news station Las Vegas Now.

However, Express.co.uk can reveal the picture was not taken in San Diego in November 2004, but in Eccles, Manchester, in July 2005.

Worse still, it is not even a UFO, but believed by UFO investigators to be a helium party balloon in the shape of the number one.

The embarrassing revelation has cast doubt among some on the credibility of the To The Stars Academy, which was hailed as a turning point in the quest for the truth about UFOs by many investigators due to the backgrounds of many of its key members.

The academy has been crowdfunding to raise cash to enable its research and has so far pulled in more than $2.3 million (£1.7m) from 2,580 investors.

The picture and others of the same balloon can still be seen in a July 2005 report by Manchester UFO investigator Steve Mera on conspiracy theory website Rense.com.

Mr Mera said he investigated it at the time and later concluded it to be a floating party balloon.

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Steve Mera’s post, with a whole bunch of those ‘alien spaceship pictures’ is still up, HERE.

Take a look, if you can be bothered.

Of course, this was before AI fake ‘reality’ got so convincing, and I’m sure it’s just a CO-IN-CID-ENCE that the AI had to get really, really good at faking images and footage on a mass scale, just ahead of the ‘alien files’ being released.

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We have covered this many, many times on the blog, but there definitely are ‘alien-looking things’ in our world.

Just, they aren’t ‘aliens’ per se, they are demons.

And our Gemara is chock-full of information about how these things act, look and operate, and what they are really after.

In a nutshell: to take over a person’s soul, or to be more specific, their body, because demons were created at the twilight of Bereishit, when God ‘didn’t have enough time to create bodies for them’, whatever that actually means.

So they exist as real spiritual entities, but without a ‘body’ in this world, which means they are constantly looking for people to go and ‘parasite off” and act through.

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Here are my top tips for making it as hard as possible to a demon to take over your body:

  1. Don’t do drugs – not even so-called ‘soft’ drugs like grass etc.

Each time a person goes AWOL from their own consciousness (aka ‘high’) they lose control over their nefesh, and make it very easy for other entities to walk right in, and start driving their bus.

That’s why when people are high / intoxicated, they frequently have massive character changes, and also, part of why the come down is so bad for so many people. You just let a demon into your headspace while you were off being ‘high’, and for sure, getting rid of that thing again is not so simple.

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2) Work on overcoming your anger, as a number one spiritual priority.

The Rav’s booklet on prayers mentions again and again, the Talmudic teaching that when a person gets angry, it’s as though they have no God.

The Rav expands on this, and explains a person literally gets taken over by ‘demonic forces’ when they let their anger take control of them. The soul flees from an out-of-control angry person, leaving a vacuum that is filled by…. ‘aliens’.

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3) Up your kedusha.

Anything you do to improve your morality – dunking in mikva’ot, only having physical relationships in the context of kosher marriage, a bit more tzniut, a bit more guarding the eyes, saying Rabbenu’s Tikkun Haklali at least once a day – all this stuff is maintaining the soul’s force-field, it’s spiritual protection.

And every little immoral thing we do, weakens that forcefield.

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We’ll keep this short – those three things by themselves are plenty challenging, for most people.

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In the meantime, looks like I wasn’t the only one having ‘Hantavirus sceptism’.

Apparently, 99% of the world thinks it’s bull-shite, so I guess they’ll have to go back to the drawing board on that one, and put more effort into the fake aliens instead.

Coming soon, to a (fake…) sky near you.

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PS: Rebbe Shimon seems to have sweetened stuff radically, last week, BH.

I am personally feeling happier than I have been for months, and it seems to me that when many thousands of people went to Meron on L’ag B’omer anyway, last week, they broke the power of the evils, in some way, to keep pulling the same shtick over and over again.

It started over there, by Rebbe Shimon bar Yochai.

But, it seems to be spreading.

TBC

Shavua tov!

I just asked my husband what’s going to come first: fake aliens, or fake hantavirus ‘pandemic’?

He couldn’t be bothered answering me.

That kinda sums things up, doesn’t it?

In the meantime, so many people I know seem to be developing some serious, stress-related illnesses from the last six years of madness here in Israel.

It really seems like the human body has reached its limit of ‘stress’, at least where I live, and that people just can’t do this circus and all the lies any more.

More and more of us are just opting out of ‘news’, opting off social media, turning off the ‘noise’.

So now the question is: how are they going to pull ‘the next thing’ off?

If a growing amount of people just aren’t buying the circus production any more?

That is the question.

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More interesting stuff from the Rav this week.

BH, I will translate it and post it up later in the week.

In the meantime… the aliens are apparently coming…again.

And so is the covid-rinse-and-repeat called ‘hantavirus’, this time around.

Yawn.

 

Shiur given by the Rav on Monday, Iyar 11, 5786. (April 28, 2026).

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Lots of interesting stuff in this one.

Enjoy!

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A person can lose everything, because they don’t wait one more minute

Shmuel said to [King] Shaul, ‘You have failed! You did not keep the commandment of Hashem, your God, that He commanded you. Now, Hashem would have established your kingdom over Israel forever, but now your kingdom shall not endure. Hashem has sought a man after his own heart and appointed him as ruler over His people, because you have not observed that which Hashem has commanded you.” —Shmuel I:13:13.

[Background: King Shaul was commanded by the Prophet Shmuel to wait for him, before performing the sacrifice ahead of his war with the Philistines. There was a very short time left to wait, before the day Shmuel had specified he would come was over, and Doeg the Edomite persuaded Shaul that Shmuel wasn’t coming, after all, and he should just get on with it, before his whole army deserted him.]

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Hashem said to Shmuel: Tell him that I wanted to give him eternal kingship, if he would have waited another two minutes.

“Then Shmuel arose and ascended from Gilgal to Gevat-Binyamin.”— Shmuel I: 13:15. And, “Shmuel said to [King] Shaul, ‘You have failed! You did not keep the commandment of Hashem, your God, that He commanded you.”

If you would have waited another two minutes, “Hashem would have established your kingdom over Israel forever.” You would have been king forever.

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A person loses out because of just two minutes, he misses out.

That he doesn’t wait for the tzaddik, he loses his whole life.

After this, he [Shaul] was meant to have destroyed Amalek. He said: I can’t kill babies, women, women didn’t do anything, they don’t go out to war! How am I meant to kill women and children?! Day-old babies?!

But Shmuel knew that this was all the [souls of] Nazis.

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When World War II occurred, so Yosef Chaim Sonnenfeld said, that he had a tradition he’d received from the GRA, that Germany was ‘Amalek’.

He didn’t go and say hello [to Kaiser Wilhelm II, when he came to visit Jerusalem in 1898.]

There is a mitzvah to greet kings [Tractate Brachot: 9.]

I am not going.

And there was one person (R. Yehoshua), Tzvi Michel Shapira [author of Tzvi leTzaddik], he was the greatest gaon in Jerusalem. He didn’t know, yes to go, no to go…

A hot water urn spilled on him, boiling water, he was totally scalded, because Hashem didn’t want him to go. This was in 5658 – 1898. Two years before 1900, he [Kaiser Wilhelm II] was here.

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So, Amalek is the root of the Nuhkba, of ISIS.

Now, someone shot at Trump, the fifth time they fired at him. The Americans are already fed-up. What, what, why is he stuck to these Jews?! The Jews are the most awful people!

Are you a Jew? No, don’t stand next to me…

They say that the Jews are a nation of murderers. So now they fired on him for the third time now, but he didn’t succeed. He wanted to get into his room, he only fired at the body guards. This was on motzae shabbat, by us, it was already 5am.

So, it’s the third time they fired on him.

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Charlie Kirk – they really killed him, mamash.

He said, I am going to give a talk now, I am pro-Israel. Whoever wants to say things against [Israel], they should say it. I will respond to them.

But then, instead of replying, they gave him a bullet, straight into the throat. I don’t know why, dafka, it was in the throat. I’ll ask him.

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They caught him [Charlie Kirk’s assassin].

His father handed him over. His father saw his picture in the paper, so, who is this? This is my son! His father went from there [to the police, and said] this is my son! I don’t agree that he should be doing these things!

So his father turned him in.

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So now, we are going to learn, ‘he decreed against the Cohanim’ [of Nov, the city where King David took refuge when running away from Shaul, who wanted to kill him.]

This was the last sin of Shaul.

The first sin was that he didn’t wait for Shmuel, he missed out on eternal kingship. Now, he was meant to get kingship for four generations [instead], like Jehu. Five generations, Ahab four generations, he should also have [Shaul] four generations, at least.

Yonatan, and Yonatan’s son – but he didn’t kill Amalek.

He [Shmuel] said, now, you’ve already missed out on everything!

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And after this, he sinned a third time, which was – here, bring the Pirkei De Rebbi Eliezer.

When he sent to Tzofnit, the mother of Avner. Avner was a tzaddik. A person always needs to go and visit the grave of Avner when they go to the Mearat HaMachpelah. He merited to be buried in the Mearat HaMachpelah, because even when they kill someone with two simanim[1], a person still lives [for a while longer].

But there, [Yoav] stabbed him [Avner], he said, there it’s not a balagan like in Shuvu Banim.

He said [Avner to Yoav], there is a queue, you stabbed me, now I’m going to stab you back [before he would die from his wounds]. We’ll do it, we’re going to arrange it.

So then the whole of Am Yisrael came, and they fell at his feet. What?! Have mercy on us! We only have one Ramatkal [Head of the army] left! And now, you also want to go and kill him?!

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So here, in chapter 33, it’s written Tzofnit. Here, 33, page 115.

That [Shaul] went to a practitioner of Ov.[2] And this is “there blood is upon them”. This is not simple.

He called to him Tzofnit, the mother of Avner.[3] She was the mother of Avner. Avner was a tzaddik, but his mother was an evildoer, what can you do.

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So, Moshe [Rabbenu] asked Hashem:

Why is the first King of Israel going to die by the sword?

They said to him: what can we do? He murdered a whole city! [Nov, the city of the Cohanim].

Each person there was like the Kohen HaGadol, each person was on the level of the Kohen HaGadol, who could enter the Kodesh Kodeshim (Holy of Holies).

And he killed them! Because they gave David bread.

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Translated from a newsletter containing the Rav’s shiurim from the previous week, pp: 31-32.

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FOOTNOTES:

[1] I.e. two of the signs identified in the Gemara as indicating a person is about to die.

[2] ‘Ov’ was a type of witchcraft, forbidden by the Torah, which involved trying to divine future events by using enchanted bones, perhaps, human remains.

[3] This is the witch of Endor, who raised the spirit of Shmuel from the dead, which then told Shaul he and his whole family would be killed in the coming battle with the Phillistines.

So, clear proof that I don’t know anything at all:

We heard that the Rav’s bonfire was going to be today, at 6pm – which sounded kinda weird even at the time, so we double-checked, as best we could, and that’s what we were told.

But, the Rav apparently lit yesterday at 10pm in Jerusalem:

https://ravberland.com/en/blog/morinu-harav-shlita-will-light-tonight-in-jerusalem-lag-baomer-5786-in-emergency

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I didn’t know that was going to be happening, so I went up to my daughter in the Shomron – where it was freezing cold, blowing a gale and even, in some parts, raining.

But my SIL built a magnificent bonfire that was burning for a full three hours, at least.

And as I sat and watched it crackle and smoke, I realised that Jews have been doing this for 2,000 years.

And even if the Evils do their darndest to dampen the celebration of L’ag B’omer – it’s a temporary blip.

The Evils will be gone sooner or later, like all the ‘Evils’ in our long history, and the Jews, and the Torah, and our traditions and customs will continue.

That’s always how it’s been, I realised yesterday, and there is nothing to worry about, really, even though the current persecution of the olam haTorah is very upsetting, on so many levels.

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In the meantime, thousands of people made it to Meron yesterday, as this screenshot from the YWN proves:

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You can’t keep the Am down!

It must be driving them nuts.

And in the meantime, the YWN ‘coverage’ of the event included a short clip of the Rav:

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People keep going on about where are the fearless Torah leaders who are taking a stand on [fill in the issue du jour]?!

If you keep up with the Rav, you already know the answer to that.

So, to recap: I know nothing at all, apparently not even the day of the week.

Rashbi mamash sweetened something yesterday, you can feel it in the air today.

The Jews are an eternal people, the Torah is eternal, and even if there are temporary periods of suppression, the Jews and the Torah and the customs will continue, over the long term.

And last but not least: AM YISRAEL CHAI!!

Hope you have a fantastic rest of the chag.

Excerpt of a shiur given during the shiva for R’ Avraham Hananya, z’l. [Last week of April 2026].

Now, they want to ‘return’ the shtachim.

They want that we will give them half of Eretz Yisrael. Trump is telling them that it’s allowed to fire on them [i.e. on Israel].

You, it’s forbidden to fire on them [i.e. Israel on Lebanon]. Now, they fired five drones at Shtula. The Rav showed me where it was, Shtula, Moshe Waag, he was there, trained there. He was in the army, he trained there, in Shtula.

In the end, he had an accident and he broke his leg, so they released him [from service]. He finished the army, I used to meet him by the Leks family, in Bnei Brak. This was next to… [missing in original] next to the Stern family.

The children, Shlomi Chaim and Yaakov, they used to play with Rav Stern.

He went to high school in Netanya, I don’t know how he became such a baal teshuva. Because everyone went to the army, and there, they were ruined.

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So, Moshe Waag now told me, that he was in Shtula.

There, they fired around five drones, five rockets, and it’s forbidden to return fire. Trump doesn’t permit returning fire. Gomarnu, the story’s finished.

But this is a miracle! [That Trump doesn’t permit Israel to go against Hezbollah with full force.]

Because otherwise, they would be firing upon Meron.

Because the Hezbollah doesn’t fire upon Meron. They fire the day before, the day after – on L’ag B’omer, they don’t fire.

Because they know that it is the hiloula of R’ Shimon, of the RASHBI, it’s forbidden to fire. Even arab terrorists, who are looking to kill Jews – they know about Meron.

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Now, we are before L’ag B’omer.

It’s written that a week before L’ag B’omer and a week after L’ag B’omer, Rabbi Shimon is already present.

Rabbi Shimon is with us.

So that L’ag B’omer is over the whole Eretz Yisrael (i.e. not just in Meron).

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Because in Corona, they didn’t let people come.

So then the Admor travelled, he said said I will travel to where it’s permitted to travel.

Now, there was the disaster where 45 people died. So then, the Admor [of Toldos Aharon] doesn’t travel to Meron any more.

He said, if this occurred during the hour I lit my bonfire [at Meron], so then it appears that I am to blame for everything.

And he shut himself in a room for a week of days, and he didn’t want to come out, and he just wept, he didn’t stop crying.

He said, I am not travelling to Meron anymore, everything was because of me.

[When] a person says, everything was because of me, this storm was of my making – now, he can go and sweeten all of the judgements.

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Behold, he [R’ Avraham Hananya, who recently passed away from the Shuvu kehillah], just went up to heaven, and the war was stopped.

He went to shemayim, it’s already impossible [for the war to continue].

There are 2,000 people already injured just from running to the mamad (safe room), from running to the bomb shelter.

A man picks up a woman aged 90, goes down with her to the bomb shelter – this takes half an hour. When you hear the siren, the rocket is already falling, because there is some sort of bug in the system, because they ought to register the rocket when it is first fired up [into the sky]. Straight away, they see it’s direction, and according to its speed, they can straight away measure the spped and the now where it’s going to fall, precisely.

If it’s going to fall in Tel Aviv, of in Rishon LeZion West, Rishon LeZion East.

Whoever is putting all the sirens, all the alarms, they tell you ‘Tel Aviv South’, ‘Tel Aviv West’, Bnei Brak, Petach Tikva. They tell you exactly where it’s meant to fall, because they calculate according to its speed and its direction. They know exactly where it’s going to fall, they know everything.

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Now, tonight, five rockets fell [from Lebanon].

And it’s forbidden to fire back! Trump doesn’t allow it. If Trump is with them,  so they are happy that Trump is with them.

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Excerpted and translated from Shivivei Or, #454.

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The Rav is lighting the Shuvu Banim bonfire at 6pm TOMORROW NIGHT – Tuesday, in Jerusalem.

That’s what it says on the Shuvu line, I can’t tell you anything more.

BH, we’ll have a good L’ag B’omer wherever we happen to be tonight, and Rebbe Shimon will do his thing, this year more than ever, to ‘sweeten all the judgements’.

Shavua Tov!

First up, the Rav’s Prayer against Lashon Hara – from last week

Ribonu shel olam, Who can do anything, and from Whom nothing is withheld, give us the merit to not speak lashon hara.

And not to believe lashon hara, because a covenant is made with the lips, and this is a decree from above – that a person will believe all the lashon hara that he hears, after Adam HaRishon believed the snake, that [Hashem] ate from the Tree of Knowledge and created the world.

For this is the most difficult decree, even harder than immorality, and more than avoda zara, and more than spilling blood, because the words immediately are transformed into deeds.

And the moment that we accept upon ourselves not to speak lashon hara, the awful disasters will stop.

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Like, the two children who drowned in the sea at Netanya, and the child who drowned in a mayan (spring) in the Negev, and the three children who were killed in Bet Shemesh[1], and the wife of Rav Chaim Zinger, and Moshe Tzanani, and Eliyahu Mashaal, and Erez Ravia, and Avraham Hananya, and Eliyahu Meirav – and other important avreichim, and important and dear young people.

And everything is because of the sin of lashon hara, that has struck roots amongst everyone, without any remedy or cure.

And the moment that the holy community will accept upon itself, from the smallest to the greatest, to stop speaking lashon hara, immediately, all the strange deaths in the community and in Am Yisrael will stop.

Amen, netzach, selah v’ed.

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I have been feeling kinda strange all last week, just quite tired still, but also, super-busy every single day, with lots of ‘real life’ stuff, mostly good, BH, that is keeping me off line.

Mostly.

I was talking to my friend about the Rav’s prayer to get off the internet, that I was saying every day solidly for about three years, up until about two years ago. When it really started to kick in, and I started to develop a real life ‘offline’ again, in a bunch of different ways.

She told me her experience, which is when she says the prayer to stay off the internet, even when she starts surfing Youtube, she can’t find anything interesting to watch.

It’s very powerful! She told me. Perhaps a bit too powerful!

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In the meantime, looks like the failed state has done its best to kill Meron again this year.

3 bonfires with 200 people each, because of security concerns. Puhleese.

Does anyone still believe them? About anything?

I heard the Rav is lighting quite early in Jerusalem on L’ag B’omer, and I also heard that he said that wherever the Rav is – that’s where the Rashbi is also hanging out.

Which made me feel a little better.

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You can see very clearly the ruach hakodesh here, because every single year, even when the State was doing it’s best to close it, like it’s done every year since ‘Covid 19’, for different reasons and using different excuses, the Rav has encouraged people to make every effort to go.

This year – he didn’t say a word, pretty much. At least, not in any of the shiurim I’ve been reading over the last few months.

There were no Shuvu buses arranged, no sign ups, no words from the Rav telling people to make every effort to go.

Just a story from World War II, oft repeated, that in 1945, the Rebbe who was lighting the main bonfire in Meron refused to light for hours and hours…. Until word finally reached Eretz Yisrael that Hitler had just killed himself in his bunker.

I don’t know what the Rav is hinting too, with that oft repeated story.

I guess, we’ll find out.

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The last thing to say, is that everyone I know seems to be going through quite an emotional rollercoaster at the moment.

It seems to be more than just a very natural reaction to the ‘end of the war’ – which looks like it really has ended, even though they keep trying to get it restarted.

Again, this demonstrates the Rav’s ruach hakodesh, because he said that Leah Zinger’s death ended the war with Iran and last week, he said that Avraham Hananya’s death last week finished the war in Lebanon.

It’s touch and go, we all know that.

And we all know, the Evils don’t give up that easily on their plans. But in the meantime, in the same way we saw Covid 19 fizzle, when they wanted to keep it going for ever and ever, looks like ‘the war’ is also fizzling out here.

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By ‘here’, I mean Israel.

I have a feeling the Jews in the diaspora may be getting their own encouragement to make some of the sincere and massive teshuva that’s been happening here, the last few years. Because God doesn’t give up on anyone, anywhere.

My mum sent me pictures of the crime scene on Golders Green Road, shot from  her window. She was locked down for eight hours (!) in the house, until the police finally let people leave their homes again.

It’s not ‘simple’ wherever you happen to live at the moment.

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All this is very tiring, of course.

And on top of trying to process the bog-standard PTSD of ‘being in a war for three years’, there seems to be more, deeper stuff, coming up and moving through, for most of the people I know at the moment.

All we can do is hold God’s hand, keep chipping away at the bad middot, and keep finding productive stuff to do ‘in the meantime’.

Until God finally gives us a few more clues about what’s really going on here.

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BH, I have more stuff to translate from the Rav this week, so look out for that.

And go celebrate L’ag B’omer however you can, this year!

The more they try to crush Meron, the more it just really shows the rest of us how very special and important, spiritually, it actually must be.

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FOOTNOTES:

[1] From the Biton family. They were killed as a result of the shul in Bet Shemesh sustaining a direct hit from a rocket.